Despite what im feeling I’m still dying for your touch.

I finally see why not alot of people like to organise things =/. Never gonna plan anything ever again. And I was getting so excited

Cars still in the shop. Fml. Totes killing my week =/.

You know that feeling where you get to have the first bite of something you’ve been craving for, for like ages. And then you finally get to taste it and savour the moment?

WELL. This post is not about that at all LOOL. Trolled. U MAD?

But yeah, I feel like just crawling into bed, curling up and just lay there under the covers. Try and get warm and toasty. But yeah. I have to study, which I’m still procrastinating. Like I have all the resources ready to go. It’s just sitting right between my laptop and myself on the desk. But I just can’t seem to motivate myself to properly do the questions. Maybe cause I know I’m set for failure from the beginning or something? I dunno. So over uni..

Looking over a past paper. And not knowing shit. Like I know how they get it using the answers. But when I try to attempt it myself. I don’t know how to approach it or start. And here I am on Tumblr, just bludging away. Instead of trying to make an effort to even study or at least get a pass. fuck

Not only that I’m feeling horribly alone atm. More than ever actually. I thought I had represeed it and gotten over it. Hmmm..suppose I’m just intimidated by how much better he looks, how much more built he is…..

and then theres scrawny, pudgey, fugly me….